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fuhhh..teramatlah sibuk dua hari ni ngadap konvo poli nie...tapi dalam kesibukkan tu sempatlah jugak aku menoleh melihat warna warni wajah keceriaan wajah para graduan dan di antara mereka adalah student aku sendiri..huh dan dengan serta merta terlintas di kepala aku, konvo aku sendiri 3 tahun lepas..

wow,dah 3 tahun aku tinggalkan UTeM dan melaka upanya and BMFA 1st bacth 1st reunion pun dah on the go dalam plannin tapi please kawan2,aku tak nak lah kita buat kat melaka,cari je tampat len ek,hehehe..why?better dont ask woahahaha..

dan dalam aku menggelamun itu dengan serta merta juga segala kenangan aku di sana mencuit hati aku kembali..apa yg pasti ianya satu kenangan yg indah untuk aku kenangkan..segala perit getir aku untuk bangun kembali mengecapi keindahan akhirnya berhasil di pengakhiran..terima kasih tak terhingga Tok Peng, Lampek, Jai, Apan, Yeop, Khai..wihtout u guys i wont survive and aku maybe tak dapat bangun semula tanpa korang..terima kasih kerana menerima aku jadi housmate korang dan sudi utk berkawan dgn aku..

thanks to mom and dad kerana berada di belakang aku dan menyokong aku disaat aku jatuh dahulu..mintak maaf kerana buat anda berdua risau,bukan niat diri ini untuk berhenti tetapi takanan memuncak pada ketika itu..namun,air mata dan ucapan terima kasih anda berdua yg dapat anakanda saksikan di Dewan Seri Negeri itu cukup mengharukan..to ayep n ameng,thanks sbb datang konvo aku,sorilah aku tak datang konvo korang,hehehe..to 'dia' sori jgak bakal tak dapat dtg ur convo nanti...hope u have a blast that day..

And last but not least, congrats to all people who succeed their study and being able to have their convocation no matter where u are..the more success u get,the more though life waiting for u..keep it up..

wahhh kjap lagi dah kener bgn nak pegi UPM shooting dan2 bleh gi men futsal..bleh tahan smpai malam ker Fauzi oiiii..huahuahua...den nak balek kulim lagi..wahhh btul2 bzkan diri ko ek..tarbaekkkkk

6 years ago, bacang melaka, green view middows apartment, 14th floor.........

i guess its all stated there..if i can change one thing in my life,maybe i can change what happen during my time there...but somehow i do feel before that all those things happen back there was like a road leading to who i am today..i don't want to remember what happen back there coz its full of hurts moment..

but,from what happen back there i try to change and start a new policy of life..be4 dat im likely like " do watever u wanna do and ignore wat people wanna say"..but than i change, "lets put a smile on people face even we die in the process"...coz for me,people's happiness is my priority..i dont want people to get hurt because of me and will lead to hatred anymore..i have lost everything and i cant continue living like dat..i need to get back wat i lost.........

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lagu ni mmg kener ngan keadaan..kalu nak dirungkaikan dalam bentuk ayat hidup aku sekrang,dgr jelah lagu ni.comfirm faham...hmmm....kenapalah skang ni kerinduan nie nak datang..its not worth it Mr Fauzi, its totally not worth it..how much things u already done kan untuk hilangkan semua nie but its still hunt u down...but good job for keep it up..more work to do Fauzi, a lotttttt of work to do..

its been two months now after the 'storm' but the memory still remain deeply..luckily the pain and sorrow is no longer hunting me every time im breathing,it just come once in awhile n then go by the wind..its still anoying and irritating to be living a life like dis but life must go on isnt it?

the truth is im still missing n love her though...but still,the fact and logic cover up my mind so i wont be stuck here forever..need more time ker ek nak full recovery?boleh ke benda ni ilang n act like nothing happen..org slalu kata,apa2 hal pun tuan punya badan jer yg tahu n can do it..but seriusly lah, takkan takder best solution nak kasi setel?i hate not being able to be fren with her coz i think she can be good benefit fren later on,who knows..well everyone in my life shuld be benefit for my life ritght?hmmm...

so far im still breathing just dont know how much strong im standing right now..my knee still shaky i think and my heart still pumping fast n my eyes still cant close it lid on time..but for most,im living..dats a good thing i guess..ok people,see u next time..nak smbung edit gambar..A'kum..