~~..SpiceUpYourLife..~~

when i blogwalking just now,i've spent almost 15 minute on this one page coz what stated there was so touch...for the 1st time,im mising my time back in Tasik Utama, Bukit Beruang, Bachang, Durian Tunggal n for most, Muzaffar Shah...

wow, dah 3 tahun beb, 3 tahun aku tinggalkan tempat2 tue dan tak pernah sekali pun aku nak kembali..but today on this moment, 4 the 1st time in 6 years,i feel i want to turn the clock back when we are there..i want to change everything..i want to do once more..n i want to do it right this time..

but then i realize,its just a fake dream can only been true when u are on drugs or sleep..this is wat REAL LIFE is..a facr that the time that has passed us by wont be any meaning anymore..just keep looking forward and march on...

To'peng, Lampek, Jai, Khai, Apan and Yeop,

how can i thankfull u guys for helping me so much during our time there..u guys was the best housmate i ever have..u guys were the best fren i ever have over there..i wish i can do something for u guys..but even yeop n jai wed im not attend..im so sad now to realize how change we are now..but no matter wat, i will always miss u guys n the rest of 1st batch of BMFA...BMFA rocks!

YA ALLAH, can i have the spirit, motivation, inspiration and strenght back now?i realise i cant do much as im no longger in my best state of my life..but can YOU help me, and raise me up again..AMINN..