~~..SpiceUpYourLife..~~

before this i had plan sumthing on her b'day..i plan want to create or organize a reunion for her b'day..its like a double celebration..so there will be a lot of people on her b'day of coz, celebrating it 2gether..but now it just a mere dream that will never come true..what left is just her present that i bought earlier but i just dont know how to send it..send by post, dont know where to send..send it myself, so many complication afterward..

and suddenly all the memory rushing back through my head..the good things,the bad things all coming 2gether now..a mixed feelings..i just dont know whether its a happy or sad that conquer my heart now..but,its her b'day anyway, at least i should be happy for her, rite?she's happy with her life now, so at least trylah be happy for her even though we all know u are suffering inside..nothing u can do now,just keep u head high and move on..dont living in the past..its so painfull i know...