~~..SpiceUpYourLife..~~

what's been installed for me in 2010?hehehe..too much to be told probably kan..tapi apa yg aku rasa aku patut tanamkan dalam hati nie adalah,make it less expectation jelah kot coz some of the tings i want wont comeout my way sometimes..2009 mmg best kot bg aku..best sangat2..apa yang aku rancang menajdi kenyataan,sesungguhnyer aku rasa bersyukur (ye ker?)...namun apa yang berlaku pada tahun nie semeamngnyer berlainan..seriusly apa yg aku idam,angan,impikan n mahu tidak kesemuanya menjadi milikku..these feeling cames after england is ruled out from the world cup..before this rasa mcm yakin jer they can win the world cup sbb excellent time qualifying..and then Man Utd pun mcm bleh mng EPL and can do well in Champs League jer..BUT..everything turn to ash when everything collapse..

thos things are the hope that i've installed for 2010 and not one has been realized..now i have to admit, why i need more hope if it will fails but saying this likely being mad to ALLAH jer..MASHAALLAH..semoga aku tidak menyukutukan YANG MAHA ESA..tidak terlintas pun..apa yg aku boleh fikir,better not to put a high expectation of hope...later when it not according to plan..rosak segala..but living low mcm nie or start from below again is kinda hard than i can imagine..moga2 ada jalan..