~~..SpiceUpYourLife..~~

~~..a new direction from a devastator nightmare that hunt me down like wolf..~~



last week i've a chance to watch this movie..got some reason sbnarnyer kanapa nak tgk citer ni as im no so called a fan for malay movie sbb mcm tak berbaloi jer tgk kat wayang sbb raya kang dier tyg punyalah..tapi sbb...

1) member sungguh2 suh tgk

2) org asyik citer psl citer nie as the adaptation from the best seller novel in malaysia

3) nak gak tgk apa yg best sgt dgn citer nie

4) nak tgk sedeyh sgt ker seperti apa yg digembar-gemburkan

5) ada gang nak layan as a fren ask me not to watch it alone as it sad may touch my feelings later on

so we decided to go watching it and its sumhow before the movie started,my fellows frens already teasing me around by saying they bring the tissue along..hahaha..deng u guys..so as the movie start,yeah we can see 'he' was so devil lah..but as the story goes,deng he's not setan as i thought..jiwang gak budak setan nie,adeyhhhh

but what the 'highlight' of the movie is, 'he' is photografer, deng!..kener dah kat btg idung aku..dahlah the moment nampak dier pgg CANON tue,terus member2 aku ni panggil aku..adeyhhhhh..kenapa misti ko pgg kamera tue kasha oiiiiii..dah tu korang bleh plak lah men2 amek gambar ek dalam movie tue..kenapa misti ko remind aku apa yg aku dah buat ngan dier dulu..adeyhhhh..ko siap bleh buat portfolio ek..kalulah aku pun boleh buat benda yg sama..tapi apakan daya,gambar dier hanya utk simpanan saja..cant be publish..publish pun dah takder makna..yeah kahsa, amek gambar special one is a special memory to be remembered of..

but its true its kinda sad movie lah sbnarnyer cuma im sorry kasha, aku tdk kesmpaian utk bersedeh..cuma adakalanya ia tersentuh jugak..cerita kita sama cuma ko bernasib baek,ayu masih mencintai ko dan perpisahan anda bukan kerana kemahuan tapi keadaan..deng,nasib kita berbeza namun penderitaan mu ku rasa...sakit bukan ditingglkan disaat kebahagiaan yg kita mahukan..tapi sekiranya ko menunjukkan lebeh lagi bagaimana penderitaan ko itu,mesti aku sudah begenang n maybe hujan didalam panggung tue..but im not,hanya termenung saja...

kesitaan mu agung kasha,cintamu juga agung..ku mahu jadi sepertimu tapi ku tidak boleh menjadi setia sepertimu..mananti cinta yg tidak pasti bukan jawapan kepada kebahagiaan..namun, jauuuuuuuuuuuuh disudut hati ini,ku masih mananti kepulangannya walaupun ia sukar pudar dan rapuh,ku tunggu..namun,ku tidak hanya membnarkan hati ini didiami olehnya lagi,ku ingin usir dia dari hati ini kerana dier bukan lagi, The Queen of My Heart and 'Im Yours' seperti yg ku slalu ucapkan..

so MA, i wont waiting for u coz i know u wont comeback..ur love not like ayu probably..i know im not so called half perfect for u..not even a man of ur dream..we are so different in terms of love..so,im praying for ur happiness with him..

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